so this was the time...while laughing with my mother over her ongoing battle with food addiction and weight issue..i realise that i am absolutely ashamed of myself...of the way i loose self control of my emotions falling out of a relationship ...my dog i think understands me..a lot..to the point that he doesn't want to leave me if possible ...we are a lot alike happy with each other..happy with the life that we have found with each other...i feel his silence mostly speaks for the gradual loss he has endured in his small lifetime,you see he is barely three years old and already lost a mother ..an identity..a sense of freedom...he has been trapped by my fear of loneliness...i am going to leave him soon though..
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One pretty mutt this .... Cuddles
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